I figure I'd write a bit here instead of on Facebook or some other website seeing as I already have an account here.

Lately things are really shaping up for me! I'm establishing a new circle of friends at the Restaurant I work at.

A few of the people there are opening up, having a few laughs. Staying after work for a beer! Just over all going well minus not getting enough hours.

I've met someone and things seem to be shaping up for her and I as well! She has my number and seemed to be enthusiastic to the idea of meeting up for a coffee outside of work.

On Friday night I gave her a ride home as well so that was nice. We talked for a bit, (and I hadn't had a beer for several hours previous to this! I had 3 beers that night, and the last one I had was 4 hours before I drove!)

I'm not 100% sure if she's interested in me or not and I'm afraid of getting my hopes up but things seem to be going well so I'm going with the flow of things!

I recently received a phone call from my ex. I've told I think two people about this because in the end it doesn't matter to me THAT MUCH. She wanted to know if I remembered where her health card was since I was the last person who she'd had it with (I took her to the hospital). I was severely confused by her resorting to calling me because she made it very clear that she had no interest in ever communicating with me, ever again. Then suddenly she calls me. Granted she sounded half dead... so I don't entirely blame her for it. I suggested a few places the card might be and then I abruptly said bye.

I then texted her that I do not wish to be contacted anymore, that she made her feelings clear as I hope I've made mine and goodluck.

I don't get it. In the end... after the way things went for her and I have no desire to communicate with her. I'm getting on with my life without her. Do I want her to be a part of it?.. do I care? Not really. But if she's willing to make so much effort to prevent contact then she just thinks she can call me up like a friend then she's sorely mistaken.

Although I've always stood by that I'll never close the window of communication. Doesn't mean I want to answer my phone when it rings though. That and I have a few questions about New Years and the time she went to hang out with the person she cheated on her ex with that are probably left unanswered. Specifically I think she feels responsible for what happened on New Years... and I do think rightly so she should.

But then how, may you ask, are things shaping up? I feel a LOT better. Sure, I can't sleep properly at night. Last night I must've slept on my shoulder funny because my lower neck, entire right shoulder down to my elbow are about as sore as ever and things like lifting plates out of the dishwasher hurt me to no end... I seem to wake up every morning between 5:30-6:30am. No clue why. Some are suggesting stress but the only stress I could imagine having is that I am not getting enough hours at work. Other than that I'm in a very good schedule.

Sleep @ 1am
Wake up at 9, get out of bed 9:50.
Shower, Dry self.
Hang out for a bit then go to work for 11.

Every morning. Same routine. I haven't missed a day! My days have been instantly better. I'm not as sleepy as often, I get more done and I feel over all better.
I am also eating better! At work, I get one free meal per shift. I usually have soup or salad as my side! I get to make my own salads too so I get to get creative with them!

Just the other day though I decided to order a Meat Lovers pizza, except I had two cheese added and extra pepperoni! It was delicious! Or the time I had a burger in a wrap, or a Montreal Smoked Meat sandwich... in a wrap!
Next week I'll be doing chicken strips in a wrap, or a chicken ceasar wrap with bacon strips and fried chicken instead of grilled chicken! and I'll be able to throw in extra toppings like onions, or green/red peppers!

I think I might just try to replicate a mcdonalds chicken snack wrap... we've got the lettuce, the ranch and the chicken strips and the wraps too! almost forgot about the wraps. I could use the fajita wraps... haha this is great! I love getting creative in the kitchen!


So yeah! Things are going well for me, very strong at that!

I think I might getting some night shifts at work too! I'm super excited for that!
There's a new interest in my life who I seem to be getting on VERY well with. A couple people around me have taken notice (of when her and I were talking together) and commented that we seem to have a good connection going on between us.
I love where I work. At first I felt there were a few cliques... but some of the servers are opening up which is very nice! There ARE a clique or two... but hey where have you worked that there aren't?
I got my boss to buy me a beer the other day, after which he told me he thinks I'm a good guy and even though I talk a lot, if he didn't like me he'd fire me by now. That made me feel good,
The truck is running BEAUTIFULLY. Strong like a bull! Comfortable as always! I may be looking into adding a subwoofer in the trunk! I'm not sure yet though!

I feel like a better person because of the lessons I learnt! I feel like I've got a whole lot more to offer to the world now because of it!
I'm trying to get my boss to teach me to cook off the clock at the end of my shifts when things slow down too! He's not too eager on it but I think I can convince him of it before the end of the summer!
I'm super excited still about having a house at university! I can't wait to go there for a weekend! My kingdom!!



I don't know. I just feel freaking great. I have felt this way lately and it's not stopping! It's midnight though, time to get some sleep. Looks like I'm taking it in an hour early tonight!

Good night everyone!!